As of lately blogging has been the last thing on my mind; sorry to my loyal readers for the silence. Andy and I have been going through many emotions lately. We found out in November that we are having a baby! Let me go back... I am a planner. I love to have a plan for everything. Plans- the known- they comfort me. Having a plan and knowing what comes next gives me control. I like control of my life, I like feeling in control of events and circumstances that are happening to me. I had a great plan. Andy and I were to live in Arizona for 3 more years. During these years I would work and Andy would focus on dental school. We would have no distractions. I have my horses out here and my dog to keep me occupied outside of my job. We have made wonderful friends here we would do "young people" things with- basically have fun. Experience Arizona, every part of it, go on crazy hikes and camping trips, take the horses on over night camping adventures. Oh man, did I have these thre